Pushing a snowball up a hill

I am posting from my phone while in bed nursing my 4 month old. I think this may be my best bet to get something up on this blog. It won't be pretty with links, videos or pictures but it will at least give me an option to download something from my brain onto this page. Not much, but something. Which leads me to the question about what I want this blog to be? Do I want it to be another vehicle for promoting or do I want it to be a diary of my life as I pursue a change in my future? I originally wanted it to be both but I am finding that task too daunting and why I am not posting much. So since I have Facebook and twitter, this will be a diary with the occasional promotion. I want a place to come and sketch out my fears and doubts along with my giddiness and euphoria. So with all that out there here we go.
I have expanded my team by one and I am so excited. I have two more people verbally committed to sign on this month or early next month. I am starting to feel the momentum as I build my team. I am really loving this process because I am pumped about my future. I used to get anxiety when I thought about the girl's college or our retirement. Now I have a sense of calm because I feel like I have a winning lottery ticket in my back pocket. When you sign up with Rodan and Fields one of the first things you define is your "reason why". One is asleep in the room next door, one is asleep on my lap and the third is working his ass off downstairs at a job he has watched go down the drain in this horrible economy.

So right now I am building, and it is tough. Like pushing a snowball up a hill. But when I make it to the top I am just going to give it a gentle nudge and sit back and watch that ball of snow roll faster and faster and get bigger and bigger all the while with a huge smile on my face.